The internet didn't make you what you are, it just sucked up all your energy from enabling it. If not for it you would've ended up like all the other loners before the internet: in some cult, mental ward, gang, dead from overdose, or written a book on some completely schizo political theory before killing yourself, that would inspire some other loner years later to try to murder some d-list celebrity or politician and most likely fail not making it outside local newspaper.